A month later.

Whoa.
It's been about a month
since I last blogged.

Busy, busy, busy.

School's getting old.
Nothing spontaneous or fun.
You'd think paying for school
would spice it up a little more
but nooo.

Friends are here and there.
Some don't bother to check up on you
when you think they would.

Whatever, it's coo.

My family's been okay.
Nothing major, thank goodness.

Side Note:

Lately, it feels like
my ropes are being pulled.

I can't stretch
the way I used to.

In a sense where
I could keep up with
everything.

But I've grown
too exhausted.

I don't enjoy feeling
tired every other day.

I need something
to break through this
boring routine of mine.

Something amazing.
Unexpected.

Y'know?

Haha, I'm sure you do.

Well, gtg.

Laterr.

Tuesday Night.

The reading never ends.

The notes are endless.

The work doesn't disappear.

Exhaustion is always present.

I need a snack.

Sigh.

Later.

friENDships.

Friendships are meant
to withstand the impossible.

However..

Why do we let
ourselves fall before it?

Distance is just a measurement.
Arguments are just simple disagreements.
Drama is just overreacting and plotting.

Simple problems like these
drive a friendship to its end.

Throwing friendships away?

THINK, first.

Because..
It isn't something you can simply
pick out of the garbage and reuse.

p.s.

Who knew one's dilemma could
stir up blogging material?

Later.

Simply Beautiful.

Life.
Simply Beautiful.

Don't you think?

From waking up to the sun.
To falling asleep under the moonlight.
Why do we take such things for granted?

Nothing can replace lying under the stars.
Sitting on the porch during a midsummer night.
Or breathing in the sea foam of a mild tide.

From the stresses of reality.
I just simply want to gaze at the stars.
Remind myself why I'm here.

A day begins with the presence of the Sun.
A night glows when the Moon's out for fun.
Here I am, slowly beginning to ponder.
How Life is the only concept
That makes me wonder.

p.s.

I don't know what I'm feeling right now.
It might be the pure essence of appreciation.
For my life, family, friends, and everything constant.

Later.

1:24 a.m.

I finished my first paper.

Hopefully, it's worth something.

But it's out of my hands now.

....

Well, not really.

Because it's due on Thursday.

Hahaha.

Manic Monday.

Babysitting.

Not an easy task.
But the enjoyment
of making a difference
in a toddler's life is
priceless.

Ben 10 Alien Force, kid.

It was a good day.

Side Note;

I got two emails today.
Both from my English Instructor.

One email was a crucial warning.
The other email was my graded paper.
Hence explains the warning.

I received a "B-" on my paper.
Zimmerman's comments were
anything but commending.

Although, he mentioned;

Now—your writing is very interesting.
In one sense, it is good, grammatical, intelligent writing.

This piece of encouragement
enlightened me to push forth
with writing, despite my lack of
the basic fundamentals.

College is decent.
It is the instructors
who we must look out for.

Later.

Blank.

Math at my own pace?

I can't even manage to keep
up with the instructor's pace.

*slaps head*

I was told to start on Chapter 4.
And leap over to Chapter 7.

Hopefully, I can finish 2 levels
in one semester.

Besides That;

I've wasted a
perfectly good Sunday.

What a bummer.

Then again.

It's only 7:27.
The night's still young.
Haha.

Later.

Exhausted.

Today was tiring.
Class in the morning.
Driving around.
School Supply Shopping.
Birthday Preparation.

And not to mention,

Dance Practice at 7.

Well, at least my life
isn't what it used to be.
Empty.

On a side note;

I missed seeing off
Honey and Anne.

Two people whom I
hope will forgive me.

I love you guys.

Fresh.

College is decent.

Not so terrible
like how high school
emphasized it would be.

Such bad liars.

Haha.